Who am I?

Overwhelming

Dramatic

Philosopher

Thinker

Eccentric

Black

All of these are things I have been called since moving up here to good ol New York. Are any of these me?

Overwhelming? I guess I can be ... it pains me that I can be, though. But it is what it is.

Dramatic, Never thought of myself that way, though, I have asked a friend of mine who knows me for a very long amount of time and he said, "You're artistic and have goals, people who dont will always find people like you odd and dramatic even though you're not."

It was nice to see that someone saw me for me

Philosopher? Interesting... I dont go out of my way to be one, but I do like philosophy and usually try to reason and question... aren't I just being Jewish?

Thinker... the only observation that i have seen factual thus far.

Black? sure, that's my apparent skin color... yet, I dont associate with Black Americans, I am first generation U.S. American, my family doesn't come from the virgin Islands, Haiti, Jamaica, Dominican Republic, Beliz, etc.

My Mother is second generation central American, her background is from England, West and North Africa, and the Orient (near and far), and my father was first generation Puerto Rican and his background is also from Spain. As to how I came out so dark... I have my noble Grandfather to thank for that.

People state without  inquiring and asking questions, people have their perception, that's fine with me... but, it's funny when they impose their farce perceptions on you. When they lack to connect, they fail to see. And one of the greatest ways of knowing how and when a person is doing it from malice within and not plain ignorance is when their energy is disrupted, unpeaceful, and uncaring - they are unwilling to listen to the truth. Honest people, genuine ones who only are unawakened to the whispering self are intrigued and humbled at the truth compared to their presumptions.

For example, eople are bewildered as to why I speak Spanish? Because they have presumptions without observing, considering, and questioning (scientific method).

My hair isn't that nappy as mammash blacks; my features dont match that as mammash blacks; Yes! I'm Jewish dammit! No not a convert you tard! (If I were white with the surname Goldstein you wouldn't even ask). No, I don't want to date "black" Jewish women just because you perceive me as black! thank you so damned much- especially in trying to set me up with ones not so attractive either- I guess you have no perception of what a good looking woman looks like? black or not!?

I am what I am to myself, and if the rest of you could only communicate with me to actually see my life, then you would think completely different... of me. And this is how each of us should treat everyone. I am cursed to think differently than the majority... o fickle humanity... to what ends will we go before we consume each other in our own self indulgence imposed upon the rest of us?