Picking off the petals

So frail

so weak

humanity... you really do amaze me

Capable of so much! Only 10% of us, in all of the world's history, maybe less, has exercised our potentials.

Que lastima

all of us are like this... I doubt that i am of that proverbial 10%; but I'd like to think that i am working toward it.

Connection... it just doesnt happen. We are too caught up within ourselves to apprehend what really matters

Everyone hopes for a Tiqqun `olam, and wonder why it isnt happening

Everyone hopes and chants "MashiaHh Now!" and wondering why it isn't happening.

Indeed, I fear that he may come when we have diminished into the depths and lows of depravity and nothingness as a people. I mean, we are that nihilistic age and society, no?

And who knows, maybe Mashiahh is around the corner, but it wont be with us standing in some proverbial righteousness and holiness, that's for sure.

Yes, this seems bleak, yes, my words are dark and speak of a negative light on reality... yet, people these days tend to see everything backward. I am of the few that sees things as they are. it doesnt mean I dont recognize the beauties that exist, as well... but humanity has, no doubt, reached the age of the Mabul. Philo has lots to say about that, and I see its preciseness and relevance to our day... It's funny now that i think of it as I recall a convo that I had with my cousin about two years back, (as only an examples of the many things that is happening in these days) "niggas are turning into bitches and women are wearing the pants and the belt... and growing a pair of balls too."

I'm egalitarian and all, and I recognize the traits of me that are sensitive (as its something that Ive always been); however, this is bull and it completely fits with what Philo says about the days of the mabul...

meh... [picking flower petals] "give up on humanity, help humanity, give up on humanity..."